Look, guys, I don't really care what you think of me, but don't blame my friend midnightwriter666 for telling something that wasn't the truth. I set the whole thing up about dying so that I could have time to recover and clean my act up a bit. while I can't promise you that I'll keep coming back, I think it's time for me to re-emerge.

Is numbness better than depression? If it is, then I guess I am a bit better. at least I am not as suicidal now, though the moments do still happen sometimes. Ink has not managed to kill herslf yet and I dont think she will. Bummer, I guess death is not as warmhearted as he is thought to be, or he would take me into his fond embrace

Attention all, I have just brought into being a new chatroom. It is Ravynscroft and as it is a town I am trying to build up its popularity. Please help, all those who care for me.

Today Is my birthday but if you wish me a happy birthday but if you wish me a happy birthday I will tear you apart. Today. has. sucked.

I am no longer depressed but with the reappearance with a certain person in my life I have become more than unhappy. I am numb inside now. Is that a good thing? Anyways, though I have promised a good friend I would not kill myself over it, the woman from my painful past is really breaking my heart again. soon, there will not be enough to put back together. It is the Point Of No Return for me and like a fool I go willingly toward it.